Currently @ pod cave slacking... Feels pretty down. I dun knw... Maybe i knw why... Wadever lah.

Nth much today.. Got no plans initially but end up along the way, came up wif sth to do.. Had lots of fun n laughter at kbox wif panda. Thks for sparing the time and brightening up my day bro! Appreciate it! =) Recently have been having the urge to go kbox...Pretty random..HAha! Boringgggggggggg...

Doubts...Idk??? Significant...idk??? I just wonder...

Bye retard world!

Time to emo i guess..hahaaaaa. Emooooooooooooooo..

Tired.. Lazy to get my ass & bike outta the hse to meet either weijie and ryan or th and brandon for supper and slack ride=/ Wanna go out but the bones are so not willing + my knee is giving me pain..This sucks! =(

Anw, i knw im gonna be so so dead soon. As the days are getting nearer and nearer, my enjoyment is getting further and further and lesser. Each time i checked and there's nth, i will feel so so relieve..Really.

Sighhhhhhh...=(

Morning world! Its wee hours in the morning...haha! Anyone still here with me? =) Anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO PANDA TAY TUAN WEI! Didi ah, dun be so LS alr hor! 16 yrs old liao..HAha! =P

Has been pretty random these days.Keep thinking bout things... Things in life and happening ard. Often we work so hard for wadever things we want or force to achieve but at the end of the day is it worth it? Are we happy? We also neglect some things & some ppl ard us. Shldn we just slow down our pace and take a look at the beautiful scenery ard us and appreciate? Shdn we just enjoy moments in life? 为何不放慢脚步呢？为何要这么辛苦？为何生活不能只是简简单单，平平凡凡的呢？为何？？？

Sometimes i will just sit down and ponder why do i need to study hard/work hard for? Why make ourselves miserable by doing things we dun like? There's no meaning in doing things we dun like. We're just doing for the sake of doing, doing it to please ppl. In the end we please others but not ourselves. Worth it anot? And by doing so, is that wad we really want at the end of the day? I doubt so...

Anw, random much. Why am i thinking so much these days? Being such a retard! Ok, imma gonna go bath and slp..Bye retard world!

Random much...So much so for thinking of all those stuffs. Its not emo or wad but ya.. Idk wad it is. Just being random i guess. Im also make of water at times..haHA. Dun be surprised. Wasted the whole of today away! Thks to my laziness! Else right now i will be out enjoying wif my cliques! =( Really enjoy the time spent wif them... Sigh! Haven been out wif them for many outings this year. Booo!

Well well well... Ain't in the right mode of mood now. Why uh? All of a sudden i just feel lost... Random much...=/ 其实我没有你们想像中的那么坚强.

Boooo! What's coming will eventually still come.. No horse run one. But then agn, i seriously dun wanna knw the outcome. Say im a loser, coward or whatever. I dun care.. I knw eventually i will still hafta deal wif it... Tat's life. Gotta face it in the end.

Not gonna have peaceful days/weeks... Just makes me feel so uneasy and worried. I hate this. I hate this kind of feeling... Im the kind who will still choose to not face it i guess..Though i knw its gonna happen. Always think i can but truth is i cant..This sucks, seriously!

Anw, Morning had a great time wif sis, boy and fang at the botanical garden. Picnic, fed the swans and played frisbee/soccer ball. Had fun! Enjoy the time spent tgt=) Thank you!

Tmr morning gonna have bf wif mrs ng, sis and boy=) Probably some catch up wif mrs ng=) Now its alr coming to the end of sept...Time do flies w/o knowing...

Boooo!!! Bye retard world, imma gg back to my own world!

Am over at another home! =) Sis and fang went out for supper tgt... Slacking down here! =P Pretty peaceful=)

Today is Mid-autuum festival. Spent it wif sis, boy, li xin, wen an, dex and ben. Though just playing candles etc, i still enjoy the company of these awesome ppl! =) I still rmb last year i spent the festival at adeline's hse wif wei ting and claris. We played mahjong and had dinner tgt wif adeline's parents! =) Those memories!

=)

Its not bout me feeling unbalance..its a fact u knw. All these years.. I've seen enough! Its pure bias.. Really upset bout it! BOOO!!!

Wad a day!? Filled wif waters!

Hello world! Had a great day wif the tuan bros and tw aft that. We haven been hanging out tgt for a long long time man! So many things to talk abt! =) Thks for the day!

Conference on the phone wif starfish, redeye, princess and peanut till 2.30am and now we are still conferencing on the msn..hah! Haven bath yet also..Zzzz! Anw i have been hearing a song over the radio for the past few weeks and now i finally knw the name of the song. Its Perfect by Hedley. Nice song! =) Check this link out on how the song goes and there's lyrics too..Enjoy! =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aI2WdBRRmhs

Thks for the monkey mirror! Its place on my study table. I can see it like almost always.HAha! =)

Brainless or Brain dead?

Dun knw dun knw.. If u really dun knw then u are really dumb! I told u i mopped the floor alr.Dun you understand simple english/chinese?!? Or u wan me to speak in tamil? Also, so many things i observed just within this period of time. I just dun wanna say. Im not dead neither am i dumb. I can see.. And im not a maid. If im ur maid, i LL, shut up & do coz im paid to do.But im not! I've been nice to not open fire.

Pisses me right off totally! My colourful language are all flying out internally!!

Cough cough cough.... Sucks! Irritating...

Sometime it just got me wondering..

ROARRRRRRRR! I hate it! I do envy my frenz! Ohhh...simply fml man! Hah! =)

Its till the kind of extend whereby the moment my phone rings, the fear will step in. Fear tat makes u tremble, spoil mood and then having to act as though things are alright.. Argh! Seriously, fishballzzzzzz!!!!! Roarrrrrrrrrrr!

Heck it, im gonna go out now agn!

BOOOOoooo! Sniff Sniff...

Had lunch at another home.HAh! Thks for cooking! =) I feel like i finally saw boy boy. Didn play with him for like 2 days but dun kwn why its like been a week. But glad to see him today=) Boy ah boy, must listen to mama & be good boy. Ur mama sacrifice so much for you u knw? 她所做的一切都是为了你。Ehhh..i feel like some old aunty...

Took a late noon nap from 4+ till 6.30pm.Heheh! The last time i took an afternoon nap was like nong nong time ago.HAha! Nong nong time ago...

Now im feeling sleepy agn despite the fact tat i took a nap just now.Zzzzzz! Feeling so so sooooooo lazyyyyyyyyyyy. Oink oink! But i still gotta study for my last paper. Promised alr...Promise made has to be delivered! Else no more credibility in future..

Tmr totally no time to study... Gotta be at HQ @ 1pm for meeting. Im sure there's gonna be late comers..This meeting is gonna really be a hell one and its gonna really be a super long one! I hate this kind of meeting. I seriously hates it. Sigh! Usually i will not say much but not anymore tmr. Its really open fire alr... bo ban zhan one.

I suppose aft the meeting, things r not gonna be the same. We might even lose marshal? I dun knw... Just hope things will be cool and calm. We all wan the best for the team, for ourselves and for our clients! My take is, if u r in the wrong, admit it and change from there. No one is perfect. Wads impt is to learn from the mistake and dun do it agn=) No hard feelings definitely. We all just want the Best for everything..

Zzzzzzz... lazy lazy lazy! BUT must study! Hang hang hang ah...

Wanted to do some revision for tmr's paper but im too tired alr. Brain malfunctioning...Stone stone stone. Stoning away! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Actually i dun feel like blogging but ya... Irony.

Camp was alright. There's its good and bad. Its our first camp afterall and good brand new experience. Though lots of hippcups but ya..we survived=)

Stay over at sis hse ytd nite=)

Retarded exams begins tmr... Roarrrr! How prepared i am? Not prepared at all i wld say. Screwed up! Closed book paper tmr somemore. How awesome is it u tell me?

BOOOOOOO!!!!! ROARRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!

我知道说多少次的对不起都没有用。撒谎就是撒谎。也许你会原谅我。可是，我不能原谅我自己。(Once the trust is gone, its hard to regain! I suppose u're starting to lose the trust u have in me? Idk..) 我知道我不应该，我知道我做错了。可是我真的还是要说声对不起！我知道我让你难过伤心以及失望。也许我也让你为了我而掉眼泪。是我不乖，不会想，不长进！不是你的错，真的不是你。问题是在我身上。我知道后果会很严重。我也不想他发生因为我知道我一定会非常非常的后悔。但是我真的办不到。I just cant bring myself to do it! Screwed ttm! This isn't the first time alr...=( I knw u r always behind me giving me support.I knw i knw. I really dun wan to disappoint u but i guess, i will be a big disappointment. All i cld say is just sorry...

小黑猫似乎已经放弃了。小黑猫再也不是小黑猫了吧？ =）