Today is the last day of the year 2007.Time really flies.As we move on to welcome the year of 2008 it will b a new start n a new beginning of many things or rather i wld say everything.In year 2008 i will b taking my o-lvl.So my main focus is to study hard n not regret later.HAha...I've also promised someone to study...u knw urself lah.HAha

Tis year is kinda special for me=) Had experienced many new experience in my life.I've lost some things.There is always a gain n lost.Started working tis year...I get to see, learn n knw many things aft i started working.You got to open ur eyes big n wide coz some ppl r not as simple as u think.Had been promoted from just a crew to a crew leader.Tis is a small achievement i've had for my job.

Relationship wise...hmm...yes, but i'm still single lah.haha...

Going out till late nite or even next morning is one of the best things ever during tis holidays.Cycling in the midnite to places like yishun,pasir ris,amk,potong pasir,tampines,punggol end n punggol marina is the best thing i've done during tis year end holidays.Taking national exams.This r just some of the things tat i experience tis year...Get to make new friends by just anyhow...HAha...Tis year i've make quite a no.of new frenz.My frenz r definitely part of my life.Without them i m nothing.

Have been playing veri hard during tis year end holidays.HAha...have turn kinda wild during tis year end holidays also.Next year, there will b lesses of all the cycling n working till i finish my o-lvl.Next year is a veri important year as it will decide my future...Dun play play ar.HAhas

As for family relation wise...i can only say we r not as close as b4.The gap is getting bigger n bigger.We have not sit down to have a proper meal together as a family for like 6mths...I think everyone just cant b bothered including me.

Had a dog tis year.Got to learn how to take care of him n also take up responsibility to teach him blah blah blah.Got to spend time wif him too...

Lets have a gd head start in the year of 2008...It is always better to hv a good start.Wadever unhappiness u have in the year of 2007 just throw them away coz 2007 is over.Just keep those happy moments tat u have.No point looking back.Instead,we shd look forward n move on in life as there r many things awaiting for u to experience,learn n knw.There r many things i have yet to knw.So, i will seize every opportunity tat i have in future.

Goal for next year is to b a better person, a more refine person n most importantly is to do well in o-lvl.

I M SO SO SO BLOODY ANGRY TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EVERYTHING ALSO I DO...
EVERYTHING ALSO WAIT FOR ME TO DO...
EVERYTHING ALSO ASK ME TO DO...

U THINK I WAD...UR MAID AR!!! BEAR TIS IN MIND OK...I M UR DAUGHTER NOT UR MAID!!!! TAKE AN EXAMPLE...IRON CLOTHES! IF I DIE THEN NO 1 IRON FOR U THEN U DUN WEAR LAH!!! GO OUT ON THE STREET NAKED LORX!!! I DUN EVEN HV CLOTHES TO IRON LAH...N HERE M I SPENDING SOME OF MY TIME IRONING FOR U! WAD THE HELL!!!! THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE YEAR I IRON FOR U THEN SOMETIMES U IRON CANNOT MEH!!!!??? VERI GUO FEN MEH!!!????? ONCE IN AWHILE U IRON CANNOT MEH!!!??? GOT TIME WATCH SHOW NO TIME TO IRON!!!! WAD IS TIS MANZXZX!!!??????

TODAY IS SUNDAY...WHERE GOT A TEENAGER LIKE ME SO STUPID N DUMB STAY AT HOME DO CLEANING OF ALL THE CABINET N CUPBOARD FOR U!!!! I M THE ONLY ONE WHO IS SO STUPID N DUMB LAH!!!!! ONE DAY I WILL JUST DISAPPEAR N U DO ALL THE STUFFS URSELF!!!!!!!! DUN FORCE ME, I HV MY LIMITS...ONCE ITS REACHED,TATS IT!!!! I'M GOING TO JUST FLARE UP AT U!!!!!! WADEVER LANGUAGES WILL JUST COME OUT FROM MY MOUTH!!!!! TRY ME!!!!!! I DUN SAY TIS JUST BECAUSE I M ANGRY NOW!!!! I MEAN WAD I SAID!!!!!

TODAY IS THE ANGRIEST DAY I HAD SO FAR IN MY LIFE!!!! ANGRY UNTIL ALL THE VULGARITIES ALSO CAN COME OUT FROM MY MOUTH!!!!!

NEXT YR SCH TIMETABLE TOTALLY SUCKZZZZ...THOU IS ONLY THE FIRST 2 WEEKS BUT MORE OR LESS IS CONFIRM ALREDI LORX!!!! GO N SEE IT ALL MY CLASSMATES!!! I BET U ALL WILL ASLO SAY IT SUCK!!!!

Went for movie in the noon at PS...Watch Im the Legend wif my Pri sch classmates.The show was nice, scary, sad n touched.The tickects r like selling fast lah...We seat at the 3rd row fm the front ok.Omg!!! It was like SOOO front lah...Neck tired ah.HAha...The whole hall was like full ok...Tis proves tat the show is popular.

Thks Chrystle, Jeolyn n Xin Ling for the belated birthdae present.HAha...Thks Thks

Anyone wanna watch Alvin n the Chipmunks??? HAha...

Rejection is a form of skill!!!! Learn it ppl!!!

Went for hiking today wif Hope.Starting point was from Macritchie n ending point was Bukit Timah Peak!!! We made it manzxz!!!! Great Job everyone!!! I took a photo as evidence but i'm lazy to upload it...HAha...

Went back hope for lunch...Left straight aft i've finished my lunch...Cant b bothered to say bye so i just inform teacher karen coz i happen to c her n also inform tth then just left without a word lorx.HAha...Pro rite!!! Not in the mood to care abt anything at tat moment...I just knw i nit to inform at least one staff n tats it!

Had a shower first,cant stand the stickiness n then decided to sleep.Cant get a proper sleep coz hp keep ringing...smses n calls keep coming in...So irritating!

Was suppose to go out for cycling just now but then gotta do sth tats y end up not gg...Sori tth!!!=)

Tml gg out wif my pri sch mates...

Sianzx!!! Oh yar thks jun sheng for ur $60 birthdae cum christmas present...Tis is the most expensive gift i ever recieved throughout my life so far...

I think its time to MIA from some places again...HAhahaha!!! Sch also re-opening soon...MIA fm sch??? haha

HOHOHO!!! MeRrY cHrIsTmAs EvErYoNe=D

Tis post will b quite looong...

Recieve quite many sms on 24/12/07 during midnite 12+ am.Was busy replying at tat time.HAha.I thks all those who hv wish me n also gave me a present.
14 fm Hope scc side, including some teachers n Jessica n Dorcas.
12 fm my classmates.
10 fm Frenz & cousins.
9 fm my colleagues.
8 presents including birthdae n christmas,some even join together.

Sunday nite while i was using com mum put $20 on the table n said its for me to spent.HAha.I'm like lol...so long didn celebrate birthdae le then now u gave me money to spend.So happy...Thou $20 is not much but just b contented wif wad u hv.She had nv gave me any present b4 for my birthdae only last time in pri sch got celebrate at home only.Tat was like so many years ago can!!!! She even wan to bring me out for dinner...HAha...So happy...

Aft using com,went to mc to meet frenz.Had midnite cycling n then ton at mc till next morning.(Part 1)..was enjoying myself in mc.

Home n bath then went Hope.Join their Christmas celebration(Part 2)...Was kinda fun...The food cater was like sooooo late lah.They were late for 2 hours u knw.We were angry wif them for not been responsible...Long story..........

Aft tat went home first.Out for dinner wif parents at cp soup resturant(Part 3).So sad tat their sambal kangkong was sold out.Argh!!! I wanna go there eat is becoz i wan to eat the kangkong!!! So disappointing lah.

At nite went to mc again(Part 4)...Was fun too n i was v.nice ok.I help them to work foc.At tat time so many ppl came into mc...only 3 crew in kitchen so i went in to help.Went home at only 4+am.

Tis morning was supposed to go church one.I set alram at 7am...In the end when i wake up it was like 8.10am...I dun knw wad happen between 7-8.10am.HAha...I was late for church alredi so i m like so blur n went back to sleep.I forget tat there is still one more svc at 11.15am.Argh!!! Suppose today's svc n atmosphere in church is v.diff n special.I missed out the fun=(...Sigh

Omg!!! In another abt 3 more hours its my long awaited birthday! By then i will turn 16 years old. I've been waiting for tis day for v.long...I gotta wish myself happy birthday first!!! Ahaha...Sound so retarded lah=P

Later gg out for nite to midnite cycling + ton! Then tml morning gg Hope for their christmas celebration...HAha...Tis few days will b anti-sleeping day.HAha...

Just now at work was so fuck up wif one of the manager...Wa lao...Come lah, u wan so xia lan wif me i xia lan back lorx! Veri easy n simple one mah! U think i care meh...tis kind of job can quit anytime one wad...Not as if i need to support a family or in nit of money! U think u manager so wad...i dun give a damm lorx! Next time ur shift i play stunt lah...find excuse or get mc or i will just no show! U ask me to help i also dun wan help u!!!

Let's not talk abt unhappy stuffs! HAha...Went church today n jun sheng was v.nice,he treat me to mc breakfast.HAha.Called delivery to church...He also told me wad he had brought for my birthday present cum christmas present.It cost like 30 over bucks.Omg!!! so ex lah! Shall not reveal now...Will reveal it on another day.HAha...Lookin forward to tml!!!!!!!!! so excited lah!!! omg omg omg! N oh tue is christmas...so excited!

WooHoo...Just waked up! Ytd slept at ard 1+ am , till now then i wake up.HAha...So nice to sleep.

Was viewing Jessica's photo album ytd till quite late in the nite...So many pics to c especially her bro's ocs commissioning parade pics.I was like so engross in all the pics.HAha...so lame rite.She also finally updated her blog.Sch is reopening in like 1 weeks time...sianedxxx...

Ltr gg for tuition...sian! How i wish i can dun go...Now, i'm like kinda starting to feel worried for my o-lvl maths result...

Ytd was really veri Fantastic coz it was HOPE's Christmas Play! Morning met tth first b4 gg into Hope...Follow aunty Lucy to Yck Grassroot's club...Met Jessica there.

We started to do the decor of the stage...Aft tat me went to the back to lie down n rest...Ltr i think Mrs Ong saw me when she came... Opps!!! The kids hv one more round of rehearsal n then they had some food.Aft eating they all gotta get changed n do up their make ups n all...Jessica n me went to get ourself changed too...

The concert was supposed to start at 7pm but it was delayed by 20mins.

I was stressed up coz i'm doing the opening n closing of the curtains.Was so scared tat my timing will all b messed up...Lucky i did it...i did not screwed it all up.Phew...clean sweat! HAha...

Aft the concert ended we quickly take down all the decor tat we spent 4hrs doing it.It only take us like 10mins to take down all the decor...Load all of the things into whoever tat have a car.

Aft all the refreshment n the parents had went back, we all went back to Hope to unload all the stuff...Then we all(Mrs ong,aunty lucy,uncle edward,teacher karen,uncle BK,jessica, tth n me) went to a coffee shop near kovan there to eat.It was really great to b able to get involve in all the events especially tis event.

Sth to add on...I Managed to gave Jessica her best birthdae gift fm me which is i Passed my N-lvl...haha...I m glad i did not disappoint anyone...Phew!

Got my N-lvl result today!!! I've PASSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I Did not expect my result to be a pass n remarks is promoted!!! I got u grad for some of the subjects for my prelim but then my n-lvl i got like a pass for those u grad.Conclusion is tat i passed all subjects! I'm so happy lah!!! Was so worried tat i cant make it.But the grad for chi is sth tat i did not expect=(

Congratz to those top acheivers...Yes...congratz pooty!!!

There's like 10 more mths to o-lvl...HAha...Must pull my socks high high alredi!!!

Got to go out now...Tth rushing me liao..hahahaha...Bye bye!

First of all, tml is the release of the N-lvl result! Superb worried + scared ok!!! Pls dun ask me if i make it or not(except for those whom i hv to tell them) coz i dun wanna disappoint u all if i didn make it!



Secondly, my parents r backed fm thailand alredi.They got me a bag,socks n chewing gums! HAha...Gums rockZ...



Have been ton-ing tis few days...HAha.Ytd went cycling wif tth,marcus,wendy,drayson n jian ting.So cool n fun.We kanna screening by police who r not in their uniform at rp in the midnite.LOLx.Scared ar but shoik also...HAha.Aft tat when we wanna return to mc we saw police car then we r like choing ar want to siam away from the police car...So exciting n thrilling playing hide n seek wif police.



Ytd ton until tis morning 6am then go home n sleep.Wake up at 12pm...get myself bathed n then went to Hope...So tired! They had their full dress rehearsal at YCK grassroot's club...Was assigned to b in-charge-of the opening n closing of the curtains.Stress ar!! Wad if i open n close at the wrong time then the whole concert will b destory by me.Omg!!!



WORRIED WORRIED WORRIED abt many things!!!

Just wake up...

Tis few nights hv been staying out late.It can b as late as 6 or 7 am then go home n sleep.No parents ard is like total freedom...no on call to pester me to go home n all...HAha.

Went out wif shi qian in the noon.First we went to orchard cineleisure then went to vivo city.So satisfied tat i got my sandal, erm...i'm not sure if it is call sandal or not lah...Its from newurbanmale n it cost me $50.Wadever the price is,i m still v.happy tat i bought it...

Tml gg to church if i manage to wake up...HAha...I've not been to church for like 8mths...Aft church got to go work.So long nv work liao...Stupid scheduler, nv put me on schedule for the whole of tis coming week!!! No work=no pay,no pay=mouth stop.HAha...

So sleepyy...n bro just called to say tat he is not coming home tonite...So tonite i will hv the whole big hse to myself...

Was suppose to go tuition on fri but guess wad...i act blur,i dun knw got tuition.HAha...teacher called n i was like "huh! today got tuition!? i didn knw at all lah." She say tat she sms n aslo call me but honestly i didn recieve any sms or call lah plsz! Then she ask my cousin to call me, my cousin got call me lah.I also say i didn recieve any call fm her.HAha...Then she ask me go on either sat or sun then i say i m working but the truth is i'm not working at all.HAha...Who cares...Miss one lesson wun die one wad...

Hmmm.....Without my parents in s'pore i realised tat my hp is veri quiet.Totally no calls fm them.

Ytd went for chalet.We gambled again.Tis time is blackjack.Ltr gg back to the chalet n i suppose also gamble...but tis time shd b mahjong...lolx.

No parents ard then go home late in the midnite also no ppl call n nag nag nag.HAha.So shoik!

WooHooo!!!!! THERE'S NO "GOVERNMENT" AT HOME UP TILL MONDAY 8.30PM!!! The only Bad thing is tat i need to do all the washing of clothes myself but haha...nvm it will b done by the washing machine, i only need to hang, keep n fold.

Monday had mahjong wif wendy,marcus,raymond,wei jie n tth at my place.Wei jie left at ard 11pm...We Didn intend to play until the next day 5am one.Tis is still my first time play mahjong overnite + ton.We 5am started packing up and then walk to rp n hv Mc for breakfast.Aft tat homed n then slept.

Woke up at ard 8.30am n then quickly get my things ready for www. Reach hope on time.Phwee!!! Tried to call tth when i wake up but he did not ans=/

Was so tired lah coz i only got like 1hr+ of sleep.HAha...but nvm i still got the energy to tar han until the end of www.

Later gg for my colleague's chalet at downtown east.HAha...My schedule is like so packed.Not gg home tonite i guess.HAha...Dun care lah...my mum say i must go home coz my dog at home mah but too bad she also not in s'pore.Will b having bbq tonite n tml nite.HAha...

Oh yar...my cousin which is shi qian's eldest sis is coming over to my hse tml to stay...I'm not sure if she will saty until when....

Worried for result but happy coz not "government" at home.

AZLIN IS BACK!!!

2 weeks didn see n talk to her...its like we didn meet up for like 1 yr.HAha...I'm so honour lah coz i m the first person she met up wif aft her return fm australia.HEhex=p

Tml we gg Hope together.HAha...I'm so happy she has returned.

Tml having majhong wif wendy & her frenz n tth...Hope tat azlin could also come...Wif her ard it will b different...

Looking forward to tml...HAha...

Sometimes we dun even knw wad we ourself hv done wrong...Y iszit tat i m always the one to take the first step even when i'm not in the wrong??? Sigh!

I can only say tat i m superb worry for my N-lvl result.NO ONE can understand how worried n scare i feels everyday! Whenever i hv the free time i will think abt it...So i rather keep myself veri busy so i dun hv the time n energy to think abt it.Haizzz...As the day of the release of the result draw nearer the more scare n worried i m.Mayb, i really got to pray hard tat i will clear my Ns.Sigh!!!

I just WORRY & WORRY EVERYDAY!

Alright, i'm just SoOoooooo HAPPY coz next week is coming xD

There will NOT b any"Government" meaning my parents r not at home!!! HAha=P...But my cousin might b coming over my hse to stayover.She is like 23 yrs old so if she comes over then i cant play until so siao lorx=( Somemore she next whole week on leave....Die!!

Next week my everyday is FULL!!!!! I've hv tis outing tat outing wif HOPE, working, going out wif frenz, chalet n also Overnight Majhong at my place wif my brozzz!!!! Everyday's schedule is like...PACKED!!!

I MUST take the opportunity to go real crazy n do things tat i cant do when my parents r ard!!!! Normally i go out in the night n must get back to home in the midnite coz mum will call but tis time i shall just stay out the whole night to next morning without having to recieve any calls fm her.Wahaha!!! Then u will c me like a zombie...HAha...

At the same time i dun look forward to the week aft next...Coz N-LVL RESULT will be out between 15-20 Dec...Tis is the biggest fear n worry tat i hv right now till i get my result...I'm so worried tat i will not clear!!! Having tis kind of feeling is so terrible! Everyday will worry n then think of all the negative things tat will happen like retaining n all...BIG BIG SIGH!!!

Jessica said tat if i clear my Ns, tat will b the Best birthday gift for her from me.I also hope tat i do clear my Ns...If not....I might as well end my life by committing suicide! I will either cry sadly or jump happily when i get my result n i really do hope tat i will jump instead of crying...If i cry the NEXT thing i will do is DIE!!!! Then its funeral time!!! Rmb to attend my funeral if i were to Die kkz! Thks u all in advance!

Just reached home.Afternoon went to church the bus stop to meet Jessica.Headed towards Downtown east to meet cheryl first then went to pasir ris park to cycle.

Aft tat homed n then quickly get out of my hse.Went to hougang mrt to meet irene n tiffany.We r gg to orchard cineleisure for kbox.HAha...Suddenly i feel tat my schedule was so pack.aHAha...

Its a miracle tat i sang ok!!! At first they asked me to sing but i was like dun wan lah coz i veri shy mahx.But in the end i still get hold of the mike n then i just let go of myself totally n just SANG!!!! haHAha...Tis is still the first time i sing, in front of ppl.Then i realised tat kbox is fun.HAha...

Now, i can sing in front of ppl alredi!!! I'm not Scared anymore!!! Finally i overcome tis....Hmmm...Next i still hv lots of things to overcome.The feeling of doing sth tat u dun do is like omg...so shoik! U will feel so relax! Sing until wan no voice liao! Need some honey drink....HAha...