Taking some time to blog.HAha! The awesome peeps are at my place since 11am! =D

Just not lost $30 in blackjack.Banker not fun to be...HAha! Ok, 2 more peeps are here alr.Can start mahjong liao...The rest playing poker...CooL!

Home! It feels like its 12am alr but its actually 10+ only...

K, saiful stayover at my place.He hog my bed..Roarrrr! Then i go my bro's room and slp coz its empty mah.HAha! This morning send him to the bus stop then went down to hope to help sam wif the cny celebration thingy...

Help all the way till now...=) Oh and i haven eat my dinner yet.heeeee. I knw i'm 'cool'! K, late noon miss tan and adwyn went down to take a look and help a little here and there. Thks man! And ps, was kinda busy...=)

Ok, there's BB tmr morning! Gotta forced myself up at 7.30am, latest. Then aft BB, i still got cny visitation...Gosh! Tiring! Hope i can survive man..

K, guess i shall go bath and zzzz alr. Bye peeps!

Tired Tired!

Noon 12.50pm met miss tan and adwyn at our hse there the bus stop...Bused down to xms then took the supporters bus to canberra sec.Went there to support the badminton girls final for both division..! CooL! It brings me back to those days when i played for my sch vball...Those memories...No longer gg to happen.

The girls fought hard but lost...neh mind, still got nationals! =D Jia you! Left at ard 5+...Bused down to tampines wif them..She gg to teach tuition and me gg to meet saiful-lahhhh and bandman.HAHa! Nice long bus trip! Adwyn really is adorable...Am treating him like my little bro alr.HAha! And to me, miss tan is like my elder sis than a teacher or friend.HAha! She is just so nice, really like an elder sis to me=)

Ok, meet the guys and went down to city hall...Sai went to collect his phiten necklace and i wanna get my iphone casing cum card holder at funan! haHA! Managed to get it=) Aft taking a super long time to decide on which to get...LOL! And it cost me freaking $57! Pls last long long if not i wld have wasted my money investing on it.HAha!

Ok, back home at 11+.Sai was wif me...Then went down to punggol park to find tuan...They fishing there...Slack there for an hour plus plus then back here blogging.HAha!

Mad tired! Its fri alr...ltr still gotta go down hope to help out wif their cny thingy...Yawnnnnn! I better sleep man! K, off i go and bath. Byeeeee!

Back from miss tan's hse! =D

Went over at 11+ to cook lunch together.We cooked spagetti.Thankfully it turn out well.Hohoho! But we had too many ingredients alr...HAHa! Fun fun! Next project shd be fish and chips...hehehe! Looking forward to it=D

She buy most of the ingredients, dun wanna let me fork out half.Then i tell her i will do the washing of dishes but she say she will do it, ask me to play wif Adwyn.Haiyooooo...Feel so bad eh. Use her kitchen and everything then she do all the clearing up...But in any way, thks man! We certainly had a great time whipping up our own lunch! =) CoooL!

We even want to get a folder to file up our paper n keep track..HAHa! then put project wad and the date wif the instruction of how to cook and comments.HAha! Cute right! =P Ok...cool! spend my day wif lovely ppl=)

Nth to post alr..byeee folks!

Now part of the song, 下一个天亮, really describes how i feel...And i really do feel old alr=S

There's a story behind everyone's back...whether u knw or not, whether its good or bad, whether he/she likes it or not, u wun knw exactly how the person feels coz u r not the one going through it, u wun knw wad kind of hardships the person has endured during the depressing moments. We dun hv to tell everyone abt it, but it will be good if u/me/we at least tell someone u really trust abt how u feel...Who can i trust?

am really contradicting myself at times when it comes to that particular issue! Slap myself!

Morning went back to sch for dun knw wad yog thingy. Was so sleepy lah..Crap.But it ended earlier than expected.Home and sleep..incoming smses while sleeping.LOL...Yea, did reply.Then noon went out wif hollanda to tamp mall to get my wallet.LOL...Finally got one..

Then back to hg...Damm sian! Feel like sleeping alr...

Tmr gonna meet miss tan to cook lunch tgt.HAha! Cool! I likeee! =D Looking forward=)

K, shall end off here.Byeee!

Just got home...Ard 12+ drop miss tan a sms to check wif her if i can go over her hse..Then she told me mrs ng was there also and say just drop by...So i went.HAHa...Its been a long time since i last saw mrs ng...Great to see them=)

Aft that went back to xms.So much changes...The first teacher i saw was miss mae lim.She was wondering why am i wif the 2 teachers.HAha! Then miss tan say we are sister..and miss lim dun believe.HAha! Well well well...

Then went into the sci staff room which i feel kinda out of place...lol. Coz i'm not a staff there u see and i'm a ex student of xms also.So gg into the staff room is kinda weird coz when i was a student, we are not allowed to go in...But the teachers were nice..=)

Next was had a drink at the coffee shop outside sch..Then go ang mo to buy stuffs but not open eh..So home.

Siannnnnnnn...still gotta mop floor and bath fatty.Roarrrrrrrr! Still needa go back sch tmr=/ Am really really lazy to go back..Woodlands lehhhhh, not hougang or sengkang...Roarrrrrrrrr!

Certain things are best to be left unsaid so long u knw wad u r doing and ur conscience is clear..One does not need to always follow the rest. Sometimes u will just ended up losing urself, your true self. That has happened to me b4, the feeling ain't good at all.Thats life...I feel l've age a lot by thinking abt so many stuffs everyday..lol.Is tat one of the process to adulthood?

We dun hv to explain ourselves. One fine day they will understand why others made that moves some time back.Then they will start thinking abt it...There is always a reason behind everything a person does. I believe we all dun do things for the sake of doing it...And every one view things at a different angle thus there are different point of view bout it.Difference in age also plays apart. But, all things work for good!

Ok, random post in the morning.HAha! Weird me, sth isn't right eh.think one of my wire still sleeping? haha! K, tat was lame...kkk, so many house work waiting for me to do=( Shall try to finish it off fast and see if i can go to my second hideout=) Byeeeeeee!

用起伏的背影挡住哭泣的心
有些故事不必说给每个人听
许多眼睛看的太浅太近
错过我没被看见那个自己

用简单的言语解开超载的心
有些情绪是该说给懂的人听
你的热泪比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力更有勇气

等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂

等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光

用简单的言语解开超载的心
有些情绪是该说给懂的人听
你的热泪比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力更有勇气

等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂

等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光

时间可以磨去我的棱角
有些坚持却永远磨不掉
请容许我小小的骄傲
因为有你这样的依靠

等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂
等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光

just came home...Ended up staying throughout for the B12 cny thingy, didn go for CNY visiting.Had fun at hope lah..=) Really wanna thank the staffs lor, see them keep busying preparing food, area cleaning and dish washing...Sam was like the busiest one...

Anyway, so far no plans for this week...except tue needa go back sch for YOG thingy and fri pretty sam ask me to help out sth..Hmmm! Tmr plan to go to my second hideout.HAha! Shall see how things go=)

Just woke up...Fri went for the camp work orientation and training. My first time kayaking. K, i knw i'm sua gu.Laugh if u wan, i cant be bothered...Anw, enjoyed the kayaking a lot! Thks sai for being there wif me man, if not i think i will just die...Overall it was tiriing sia..

Aft that went to airport terminal 2 to da pao mac and then we went down to hq...Stay there for awhile then home. Thks firefly for sending us home man.

Ytd went for the night game! Damm fun and tiring.It was really awersome! Playing at night is really tough especially for the fact that i wear glasses and i can see properly.And at night, its difficult to spot ur enemy.We have to anyhow fire to try our luck to see if any of their weapons light up. If it does, then we knw where they hiding...

At night u cant really see clearly who is ur enemy and who is ur friends.Sometimes, friendly fire are fired on accident.So yea...Night game is really challenging but i like! HAha! Aft the whole game we went to chomps to da pao and then back to hq for supper.For me, its my bf cum lunch cum dinner cum supper.Ate at abt 12am...Really salute myself for surviving on just 1 waffle the whole day.

Reach home at 2.20am sia.Damm tired and i K.O...Didn even bother to on my lappy and charge my hp...LOL..

Ltr got cny visiting think i'll go down for the b12 one for awhile...Tired man! And i miss Adwyn!

Packed, PaCkEd, PACKED! My holi are rather packed, esp on weekends, packed like dun knw wad. Visiting all the way on weekends till march 6. Then now i still got 2 jobs. Actually 3 but STAGS not really counted.HAha!

Today worked was pretty alright=) The ppl there are nice and friendly, mayb except 1. Only like to talk.LOL...Lunch included, wa i tell u the lunch damm nice, hor sai? We eat the food that the chef cook. Those food can cost up to $50 and abv horrrrrr! And we get to eat for free.And and its nice ok! First time eat italian food eh.Free somemore.HAha! Coool!

Sai and me working there as freelance.If there are no camps(another work uh) we will go there and work.If got camp then work camp lah.HAha! Cool or wad? HAha! My holi are gg to be busy..But i like coz at least i'm not working alone, i have a cool fren to accompany me.Not boring eh, hor saiful-lah=P

Aft work went to walk ard wif sai...Legs damm tired. And we manage to get adidas track pants for tmr...heh!

Tmr friday also packed! Early morning gg for the camp job orientation and training. Aft that needa go SPC's hse for CNY visiting and makan.Then sat got 3 things on. Visiting, briefing at conrad and STAGS nite game.HAha! Cool or wad leh? I wanna go for nite game leh! Hope i still got the energy. Then sun got visiting also then see if can make it for the B12 cny celebration not...

I sure damm tired one, really.But well, at least i'm doing useful stuffs like earning money etc.HAha! And i wanna go find Adwyn! I really miss him and also find miss tan.HAha! Not go bai nian ok, i not ang bao face hor.Just wana go play wif Adwyn and chat wif miss tan nia...hehe! Wonder if Adwyn misses me not? Hmmmmmm. Didn see him for at least a week alr....How can!? haha!

Kk, enough crapping, better go bath and slp. Dead tired! Bye folks!

was watching jun yang and candyce wedding video.Omg! So sweet can and touching. Cried while watching it.Dun laugh horrrrrr! Especially the part where the solemnisation took place, jy composed a song for her and sing it in front of everyone and when JJ lin pop out suddenly.... Omg! really very touching and u can feel the sincere of their blessings to the couple....Jy is really a very ultimate sincere guy! He teared so many times in one day...Nice guy indeed!

I wanna get married too but i also dun wana get married coz i knw i will cry a lot of times one...No funny hor, better dun laugh! K, time for bed. Its damm late alr, working ltr eh...Byeee!

Just ended mahjong session wif lixin, wenan and lin li.Lost big time man! =S Lost $20.20=/ there goes my money...Teh wenan u better treat me horrr! haha!

Ok, i having CNY visiting all the way till 6 march.Cool or wad leh? So basically my weekends are all out. Well but if u wanna ask me out, i may go provided the visiting on that day isn't interesting.HAha! This year really a lot of cny visiting lo...LOL. Cool or wad?

Tmr am gg to work at some italian restaurant opp conrad hotel.Hope things turn out well tmr. The boss of the restaurant is my cousin's frenz...So yea..Be nice=)

My holi has started...I really like it. Is like u feel so relax and stress free.Without having to worry, oh, tmr got test, oh i'm gg to be late for sch etc etc...The feeling is really relax.When i see ppl gg to sch i'm like eh, u guys not on holi? Not trying to be sarcastic but ya, i tot everyone is like me having holi.Its hard to ask ppl out coz all are having sch...No fun!

Ok, tats tat, byeeeeeeee!

Visiting and more visitings! =D

Ytd visit whole day, today whole day, tmr also whole day! Cool ah! HAha! I like eh! =P Then thur and fri break, sat and sun continue visiting.Shoik sia! Earn income eh...haha!

Busy eh...Big business! LOL....K, byeeeee

Just got home...Done wif reunion dinner wif my clique! Great spending time wif my awesome clique aft for abt 2mths of not meeting up..So far this is the longest time period we had not met up..Great to see most of them today! =D

Met boo, sherman, and fel at hg mrt at 6pm..Then we went down to meet the rest at bugis.Had porridge steamboat! Nice! Very long didn meet up an eat and eat uh, now appetite really become smaller...Cant eat much compared to last time...

Well, we all had a great time tgt.Gossiping abt sec sch life...Indeed, sec sch life is the best! We grow tgt, get into trouble tgt, study tgt etc etc.I really miss my sec sch life aft i completed my sec sch education. But am really happy tat we still keep in touch aft we all graduate.Really treasure the times spent tgt for all outings/occasions! =)

Today I seriously screwed my physics paper=( was super upset wif myself.Was all the way emoing right aft the paper...Sigh! I've done the pract qns and all, i even looked for miss tan for help..Yet, i did not perform. think i wun be able to produce result for miss tan and myself.Sigh! Why do i always have this prob of kan jiong-ness? Is like every time exams ah, my mind will go blank during the paper despite of me doing revisions.Sigh man!

Anw, aft the paper marks the commencing of 2 mths break.Not tuned into the holi and cny mood, totally not. No idea why...Is like screwed my paper then also most of my frenz still got exams...Just not in the cny n holi mood lo.Wads wrong man? Anw, i really wan to look for a job and work on n off during my holi to earn extra money to cover my expense.Really hope to be able to get a job.

Reunion dinner wif my mum n dad's side.Looking forward to my mum's side, coz grandma is gg to cook all my beloved dishes! =D So love grandma can! Aft that gg down to dad's side to eat steamboat...doubt i will eat, coz too full alr.HAHa!

Ok, really hope my grades and gpa will turn out fine when it is realise.Just like the previous post, i'll leave everything in His hands alr...I've done wad i can for this finally exams.Shall stop thinking bout the part where i screwed my paper...

Time to sign off, bye world! =)

Yes, of course, you want to control so everything happens in just the way you want it. But at the end of the day, we control nothing, - it's all in God's hands, - has always been, and will always be. So, do what you can, and then let go, and let God handle the rest=) Yes, i'll let Him handle my result..i've done wad i can alr..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LOVELY LITTLE ADWYN! =D Bought him his pressie alr and given it to him on mon...Miss tan was telling me that he was drawing on the pressie i gave him for the whole morning! And he even said jie jie buy the toy...Oh my! He's just so cute and sweet! He knws its from me.He is just so adorable can! =D Glad that he likes the pressie..Heh!

Ok, last paper tmr and then will be meeting my awesome clique for our very own reunion dinner at bugis! Wheee! Cool! I like! ^^

Just got home from chomps! haha! Had a great time wif shiting, wenyi, irene and lynn! Shoikness man! Shiting flying back to aust for studying tmr alr...At least 6 mths wun be able to see her=(

Eat until damm full sia..Till now i'm still very full! Enjoy the time spend wif them and we took lots of photos!! =D

Grandma's pineapple tart is the best in the world! Not available outside ok.HAHa! Upon hearing that i wanna eat, she decided to make it. Else, she has alr decided not to make as it takes a lot of time and work u knw, tiring one leh.Grandma rockz!

Heard from my mum menu for reunion dinner at grandma's place got ba kut teh leh! Wheee! Then as usual sure got all my favourites which are prawns, fried chicken wings, nor hiong, not sure got crabs anot.HAha! And a lot more! Oh and grandma's 卤鸭 & nor hiong are the best also! Not available outside too, i swear.Tried outside ones but all sucks! None can compare to my grandma's one.HAha! My mum's favourite is the 卤鸭! Extinct alr ok, outside no sell one horrrr! I feel so bless! =P And grandma made extra nor hiong for me to bring home! Wa, no need say she also got prepare alr.Cool!

I wanna recipe but grandma dun need recipe to do one.Its all up in her brain! Wow..Can bluetooth to my brain the recipe and techniques? HAha! Grandma's cooking is really the best! It nv fails to bring a smile to my heart and satisfy my stomach! Cant imagine one day if grandma passed away and i will not get to eat all these nice food agn.I will sure miss the food and grandma a lot one! One year i only have like 2 - 4 times can eat her cooking.Really treasure it!

Looking forward to reunion dinner at grandma's hse on sat.Aft that will be going over to grandfather's hse.They having steamboat.Not sure can i still eat not.HAHa! Coz i sure eat until full full at grandma's hse=P

I think in 1 week time starting from today, i can finished up the pineapple tarts.HAha! K, mum will scold me if i do coz nv leave some for her.Wahaha! Shall try to control myself.And my hse is full of lim chee guan ba kwa agn.As usual...HAha! And mum bought ba kwa for the tuans! So nice eh, nv buy for me?

Anw, 2 more paper to go and i'm a free birdy.Wahaha! Maths paper today was.....No idea eh.The paper was 1 and a half hour long.Then first 15mins and last 15mins can leave class...So in between if u finished u can go..Guess wad, i finished it with in 1 hour and 10 mins lorx...Then i left.When result come out sure chop head one...

Howdy! HAha! Random post here...

2 papers down. 3 more to go and i'm a free bird! haha! Then is my 2 mths holi=P Dun jealous horrr coz u all had urs alr when i still hafta go sch...=P

Cleared 2 theory paper...left wif maths which is tmr, engineering design on thur and lastly physics on fri...Cant wait for fri 12.30pm yo! heheheh!

Kkk, byeee!

A day started quite sucky.Coz mum woke me up at 10am just to freaking clean up my room.Ok, so now my room has lesser things lying ard and cleaner than b4.

Aft tat was ntuc wif mum to buy cny goodies and drinks. I hate it lorr...Its like so packed wif ppl and trolleys then machiam traffic jam.Irritaing sia. Irritates out the hell of me lo...Boo! Anw, its done...

Next up was cycling wif the tuans, bry and redeye.Went to punggol end first then to chompchomp for dinner.Had a shoik dinner.Sinful ohhhhhh=P Aft that slack at tavistock ave park and then home....

They made my day a better one.HAha! No revisions done yet for today.Shall bath and start on my freaking thick stacks of maths to clear. And not forgeting the tons of ppts i have to read through...LOL

Going over to my second hideout(miss tan's place) tmr to do physics..HAHaha! K, no sch tmr eh=P Dun jealous.LOL....kkk, enough of time spent here..byeee!

Just got home not too loong ago...Morning went to sch for comms paper.Aft that down to somerset to meet my fellow STAGS marshals! HAha! We had an operation dress fatcat up.LOL...Btw, fatcat is me, my call sign! HAha!

Finally they got wad they wan...See me in tube and sexy outfit + skirt-.- Aft that went to collect cheese cake from hilton and bus To hg.Brought food to hougang chalet and cook dinner.Had a really late dinner at like ard 10pm? LOL....Thks for cooking it! Nice dinner.

Went to upload all the pics taken and do all the tagging.LOL...Then now i'm home! I love spending time wif Stags marshals! The coolest peeps on earth.And not forgotten, my most awesome clique on earth also! HAha!

Going to bath soon and then comtill dun knw wad time=P Bye peeps! I love spending my time wif all of them! =D

Life's tough.Lol..

Partial agn today. No one in the team is doing work.So wad? I do and they get their grade? No way, unfair man! I did my work and i submitted and then i left.Sigh!

Went home to slp awhile before gg over to miss tan's place. Did work and also played wif Adwyn! HAha! Seeing Adwyn somehow makes me smile! =D He is just so lovely. He played wif my handphone. And dun know how he click click click, then got music come out.Not bad eh...Iphone u knw and he can play music out of it.Wahahah! Powerrr! He somemore dance to the music eh.Urber cute! He is so nice to play wif but when he gets to wild, he will do some things that aren't right....And miss tan will get angry.Lol..tats normal lah=)

Had dinner at her place also. Home cooked food! I really like home cooked food. Its been awhile since i last ate home cooked food like my mum's.Feel so bless. And nv had i tot i wld be eating at her place. Really very thankful for her and Adwyn to be in my life! Ok, miss tan say i'm qualified to be Adwyn's nanny.HAha! I dun mind. So long he dun cry and cry can alr. I'm very scared of baby crying none stop...=P Sometime Adwyn can be hard to deal wif when he gets cheeky..=) But he's still very adorable!

Shall drop by her place often..HAHa! Hope i wun be imposing them too much=) Really thk God for ppl like them to cross my life=) Since my lappy died on me then i shall sleep early tonite. Hope my lappy can be saved cause i haven back up all my sch stuffs yet...Zzzz! Crap man!

School and then was at miss tan's place from 1.30pm till 6pm.Really thankful for her help and sorry to imposed you=) You have been a great help! =D Adwyn really damm cute, esp when he is 'driving' the car at home. Here bang there bang then he goes laughing away! HAha! Cuteness! He was like jie jie jie jie, come.And he holds my hand=D I ask him to throw his own diaper he listen n do it straight away, but when miss tan ask him to do so, he will take a long time.(Thats wad miss tan said lah.) LOL

While waiting for someone to pick them up to paragon at 6.30pm, they drop by my place.HAha! Going out never fails to make Adwyn happy! He's really cute! Will be going over on wed again..heh! He nv fails to bring laughter and smile to me! So love him!

Ok, shall go do some work for now. Byee earthlings!