Ytd, went to babysit ah boy! =D Then stay there and chat till 12mn. Time passes so so so fast. Chatting wif sis was great. We really do have quite a lot of things in common. Gonna babysit ah boy tmr also and kbox wif them on sat night. Looking forward! =)

Sch was good today. Lesson were pretty fun but i dun understand quite a lot of the stuffs=/ Why am i such a slow learner? Stupid or stupid?

Half way through lesson, got to knw a shocking news which puts me in a very uneasy and very worried mood. I just cant sit still and pay attention in class. My mind was everywhere and my thoughts are running wild. But still, i live up to my name of being a strong person, 铁人. Ppl in class cant tell, everyone sees me like im my usual self. Im pro at that...

I seriously dun knw how to react to it, and all i can do is to give him comfort and encouragements to stay strong. To me, the bad news came down rather harsh and unprepared. I bet it will be worst for them. I'm seriously very worried for them. I cant imagine the situation at the point of time. Its just so so...idk wad word to use to describe it=S If i were in his shoes, i supposed i cant take it.

Hope u're feeling better. Hang in there ya. If i were in his shoes, i doubt i can take it neither do i knw how to react to it. It's really sudden and it came down really harsh. My deepest condolence to you and ur family. I will be there if u need me, take care fren. Tough time dun last, tough man do! I still cant set my mind at ease till i met him. Arghhh! The feeling just sucks!

Ytd met the siao tink tong kwt for dinner at 435.She's really crazy lah! Roarrr! Then saw moon keih's dad there and he treated us drinks.Rejected him a couple of time b4 but ytd didn coz staying to eat at coffee shop mah, then his fren all there.So is like u hv to give him face mah and anw, thks for the drink.

Aft that drop by at sis hse.Hohoho! Stayed till 11.15pm...Was there at ard 8pm then play wif ah boy and he went to slp. Then had an hour ++ of chat time wif sis.Nice! =) Fri gonna babysit ah boy! My plan is aft sch, home then bring him go downstairs play RC helicopter.Then probably go back for dinner or sth then bring him out to compass! HAha! Oh, he's botak! Little cheeky boy! haha!

Aiyo! Feel so shoik w/o spec and yet able to see clearly.Feel even shoik-er when i put on my radarrrr! =P

I really like my statistcal method for engineering module faci! He damm steady man! Today end lesson even earlier.2.45pm ended lesson then do quiz! Can u imagine within 45 mins, 5 teams all presented and + 6P? Tats really cool man! I like! Aft sch went to hgm to get my contact lens.Its ready man! HEhe!

Ok, the lady say i fast learner! 15mins and im done wif putting and taking it out and putting it in agn! Cool! So shoik to be w/o spec but then ah, i got big heavy eyebags leh=( How how how!?

School went on pretty well today. Dun hv to do ppt! HAha! I like=) Faci wasn't as draggy as last week.Today she everything also chop chop sia! 3pm finish lesson alr and then give us the quiz to do.Nice! Everyday like that ah, shoik eh! HEhehe!

Now, sth bad.No more of moderation for our exams. Thats bad bad bad...Hope i can pass decently eh. So far sch has been alright as i have yet to see Cs appearing in my daily grade. I do hope to not see them at all=)

Back home.Zombie like one kind! zzzzz

Enrollment svc today went on pretty well. Its my first enrollment svc ever. Really thank sis, ah boy, kwt and claire for coming down! =D Thks thks! Really appreciate it a lot! It does makes a difference=) Morning i was like some kid out there waiting and looking ard for family members to see if they were here.HAha...Aft that was dedication during the 11am svc...Nice!

Didnt attend svc for a very long time alr...Was also sleepy during the svc.Almost fell asleep but cannot coz pastor in front of me only! How can i sleep.So rude eh...

Aft svc went off wif kwt and claire to hgm.I went to make contact lens then walk ard wif kwt.Was really sleepy ttm! Really! Cannot take it sia..! So sorry man, we go out next time ya=)

Im really zombie, cant think properly and dun knw wad i writing also...Shall go bath soon and probably sleep alr..Zzz!

Back back back! Wif only roughly 4hrs of sleep, i really cannot tar han! When im sleepy, i tend to get irritated easily and also short tempered! Roarrrrrrr!

Morning went to rp mac to meet wj and tuan for bf. Then aft tat wj went for ride and we went to church for BB. Was seriously floating for the whole of today...Really very very very dense.Aft parade took the bus back to pps and cab down to tw hse to pick him and then we went ikea for stags meeting cum lunch! =D

Stayed there from 12pm till abt 6pm sia! Powerrr eh! HAha! Was typically floating sia! Really sleepy! Ytd went out wif tuan and wj for cycling and soya bean.Then as usual do our stunts.HEhehe! Then home at close to 1am and slept at 2+. Though i had to give up my sleeping time, i still dun regret.If u let me choose agn, i will still choose the same thing=)

Ok, enrollment svc tmr! Im excited but at the same time scared, worried and kan jiong.Coz afraid i will march wrong etc! =S Oh man, i dun wanna march wrong sia! I wanna look smart and in my best tmr! Im proud of wad im doing and there's so many ppl watching...Hope i really dun march wrong.And hands, pls dun shake tmr! Legs also! Plsssss!

K, lots of stuffs not done, mountain of clothes to iron=( I have 2 pieces only and my mum have like 9 pieces! Arghhhhhhh!!!!! She's not working, why cant she just iron!?

Kkk, bye!

TGIF! This week pass damm fast.Like zoom! Its fri alr.I like eh...Looking forward to weekends and btw, i NEED MORE SLEEP! Roarrrrrrr! Very tired and sleepy esp when u have an old old faci facilitating ur class...Feel like sleeping even more! Zzzz!

Went to lab for class today! Damm cool! You either act as pilot or Air traffic controller, and use the aircraft communications and navigation system to communicate! U need to wear those earphone wif speak and operate those machine they uses in airport/in the plane! Damm cool right!? Heh! I like eh...Then todays rj damm freaking long.Can u imagine the faci gave us a 285 words worth of rj qns!? Qns u knw, not the ans to it! Is like wth man! You might as well give me a ws to complete and submit! -.-

Anw, im starting to hate eating alr.Arghhhh!!! Getting kinda pissed wif the problem=(((

If it dosen rains ltr, will be gg jalan kayu for supper wif fren.Think im not eating bah, at the most eat soya bean only. Doubt im gg to eat the prata..Am seriously starting to hate eating alr! Roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrr=((((

Back to continue wif my sickening long draggy rj...

Howdy how..Im gg crazy wif the module Aerodynamic & propulsion! Chimnology sia! Madness! Can you imagine almost everyone cannot get it until the third meeting.Piang eh..Thankfully i got 6P to make me understand better else ah, chop head chop!

Avionics system tmr.Another cmi module. This module lagi jia liat. Close book test, totally no reference and no moderation.Die die die! Close book test ok, but no moderation = cfm cmi! Anw, tmr will be gg for lab...Looking forward coz nv been to lab for class b4...LOL.

RADAR HAS ARRIVED!!! WOOOHOOOO!!! When i saw the text from tuan, i was damm happy! Ok, now needa go get contact lens alr.Mummy, faster leh! My radar here alr u knw!? Heh! Ok, im happy coz the radar is here, else i think i will be moody...

Actually wanna go for a run but its raining.Haven gone for a run for mths.Oh crappp! I feel so fat w/o exercising. Zzzz! Tmr is fri alr, damm fast! One week just fly like that! Looking really forward to weekends! HEhe! And today's driving was cancelled! =( Was looking forward to it one...sigh.

Ok, ltr gg to meet tuan then go collect all the radars! Woohooo! Nanny poo poo! =) Oh on the other hand, feeling kinda empty eh=/ Sigh, off to do rj alr...I dun like rj! Roarrrrrrrrr!!!

Sch was pretty alright today=) Though my team only got 4 ppl but theres quite a lot of contributions from everyone... That veron siao one, say she love me-.- K, i love u too eh.LOL...My class is on the 6th lvl but today keep gg to 5th level to meet her and go toilet.Lame but fun eh...All this nonsense we does makes sch more fun...At least not so bored eh.

Today..........! =S Didn wanna go home so early so i took one big round of bus journey but still ended up home rather early...Sigh! arghhhhhhhhh...

A pretty wonderful day today! =)

Sch was alright except for the fact tat the faci is super lor sorrrr! Supposed to end lesson at 4pm but she ended like at 4.20pm.Tsk! Sth i dun like bout faci is that they keep emphasizing on punctuality but they themselves are not. Wad is this?

Anw, aft sch went to sis's hse..Play wif ah boy! Heh! =D Aft that slack awhile...I enjoys slacking at her place wif them.Wahaha! It feels so relax and calm when im there...Aft that they came over my hse for dinner...Thks for coming, and ps, im not a very good host...Hope u guys had a good time=)

Tmr's module is engineering cost decision..Hopes everything will be smooth and ppl do make contributions..

Shall go bath and probably slp alr...Bye ppl! =)

Im so happy today..Thks ppl, especially to sis and her cousins! =) It makes me feel NOT empty. Somehow i hv a sense of belonging when im wif them and i can feel the family love and warm thingy.How i wish they are my relatives and my family. Well, u r not me, u'll will not understand how i feel...Everyone has a story to tell...Its whether u knw it or not.

Work this morning! Ff pick us up at 6.30am...Then drop us at pasir ris park b4 gg to hq to pick up the weapons and the humans.LOL...The response was rather good. But i feel we need to push more to get more ppl in...

The game started at 9am and ended at 12.15pm...Tiring though its not a very long duration. But i love my job no matter wad.Hehhhh! Then went to changi village to pack food back and eat...Aft eating was....Meeting at hq.HAh...

Aft that went to meet sis and her cousins at 435 for dinner. So sorry for being late! Feel abit out of place though but im surprised that i can get myself to engage well wif them as this usually dun happens. Im serious man.I've nv been so socialable when im wif ppl i first met...Shocked wif myself man.But well well well, i better learn to do that more...

Aft dinner we went up to her place to slack, joke, play....Dun knw why but the time spent will them is always so great and it gives me a sense of belonging. I dun feel empty and the loneliness like the past few days...Stayed there till 11pm and i left coz GOT sch tmr! Sigh. But nevertheless, i really enjoyed the time spent though its rather short and am very thankful! =)

Back to face the reality tmr=((( Hope things goes on fine, ppl do contribute and do work etc...Till now, i still cant accept the fact that school has started...Sigh! Better be off to shower and then K.O alr...

A wonderful day spent. Thks ppl for making my horrible week a better one=) Goodnite ppl! =)

你快乐吗？我不快乐。I am not happy these few days ever since sch starts. I dun feel good either. While doing things be it homework or wad, suddenly will feel like crying. Isn't it insane!? Wads wrong man? =(

Am not being myself since ytd...Pardon me if i'm dao or wad. Work tmr early in the morning at pasir ris park...I love my job but sometimes emotions can just brings someone all the way down down down down down.

Ok..shall eat my food though i dun feel like eating and im actually hungry.No appetite...

Argh!!! I want my social life back! I hate sch! Hate hate hate! Year 2 is really tough! Today is worst than ytd. Today i seriously knw nth at all! Team mates aren't co-operative.Ppt start at 2pm, 1.30pm still not back! Knn! Fine i do, ask them wad do they wanna include in the slides, they told me to just use their fren's ppt! Come on lo! Thats not the way lor!

I refused to use their fren's one. Started a new one, write out the content page and ask them which they wanna do.They choose alr then tell me to just copy and paste from the fren's ppt to our's.Fine, since u like to copy paste so much i let u hv it! As expected, so many thing dun knw how to explain. You are just digging ur own grave! You think faci so easy to bluf ah! No brain! Faci ask qns n u all dun knw how to ans.Copy and paste without understanding somemore lah! Serve u right!

Totally pissed wif them! Dun wan do ppt neh mind.Dun wan contribute! Might as well dun come! 2nd day of sch only u knw! Get alife pls!

As said i knw nth at all for today's class, how to write RJ u tell me!?!?!?!? RJ, RJ, RJ, quiz quiz quiz and evaluation! Fml! Seriously hate sch especially when u hv classmates like them.Arghhhhh!!!!!! Pissed!

Mum asked me for my previous sem result. Tell her i get 2.8 she scold.Come on lo...who say pass can alr!? And my 2.8 is not a borderline pass lor.Though 2.8 is not a good grade but at least i did not fail and i fulfil ur requirement of a pass!

Anw, cast tat all a side, just now went to see doc.Clinic open at 6.30pm.Was there at 6pm and im still not the first in queue.LOL. Then waited for the doc until 7+ then start seeing patients...Waited damm long. Waste time only...
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Just submitted my RJ(Reflection Journal)! I really dislike rj lo...Crack my head like one kind! Kns...The qns given was: How do atmospheric conditions change with altitude and how do these changes affect aircraft flight? Cool or wad!? And this module combine physics and maths. Siao!

Before i forgot, HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO SIS! =D Yes!!!!!, my surprised was successful.Hehehe! Fun fun, i like..But my main motive is to surprised her, bring a smile to her and let her knw she is not forgotten.HAha! It makes me smile also...One stone kill 2 birds eh? Hohoho! Fun...I like giving ppl surprised! Hehehe!

Ok, im rather high now...thks to sch and rj.Especially rj! Thks for making me go crazy! Sch today was not very good...Totally knw nuts today until later part, i at least understand a LITTLE bit.Walao! Stress eh when u see a lot of ppl understand the work.Roarrrrr!

Then teh wenan very nice lor...Call me ask me play mahjong! Tsk tsk! I knw u haven start sch, Dun need like tat leh...Not cool not cool! Anw, quite funny when he called.HAha!

Avionics system tmr! Pls let me understand more things than today. Shall go slp soon! Sick man! Haven see doc yet..im good at procastinating and i knw its really a bad habit.Shall go see doc tmr..HAha! May end up not gg also...Kkk, gg to bed soon! Bye world bye monsters! HAha! Crazy me.

Back home...Was rather emoing these few days due to...sch is in tmr & holi is out and also some other stuffs! =( Sigh! Am really not ready for sch..Unlike passed years, i will look forward coz at least i can see my frenz agn but not this time round.The thought of Not being able to spend time wif my frenz, sis, ah boy and brothers as often just makes my heart sink and mood dampen...

Today mark the last day of my holidays.Holidays are nv enough.Am glad that i can spend my last day of holi wif Adwyn boy and miss tan. No wait, she's more like a sister to me. Well, time spent wif them is always so enjoyable.Simple things like this makes me contented and happy.Seeing adwyn boy grow up day by day, learning new stuffs and the bond we all build tgt..These are things money cant buy.Hope he will still rmb me when he grows up...

Woke up pretty late today, 1.15pm. Wash up and went over to sis's place...Then we went down to cp for sakae buffet.We ate for close to 2 hours...HAha! Yes, i can be a big eater at times.HEhe! Think i shock her wif the amt of food i can eat...We ate from 3pm till like 5pm.I'm shock by the amt of food she can eat too.Aft buffet, we headed home...

While at my hse downstairs, adwyn was saying 'see dog dog'. So sis left him in my care and she went home to get ready for tuition.Brought adwyn up my hse..he enjoys seeing the dog but he is scared of it.I believe one day he will not be afraid of dogs. Fed him wif a bottle of yakult, as usual=) Then brought him downstairs to playground for a short while b4 sending him home...For this is the last day i can spend more time wif him. I'm really gg to miss them!

I wld say my last day of holi is really well spent! =) Thank God for having them in my life. Am really grateful and thankful. Im so gg to miss them when sch term starts! Its the end of sweet and fun time. Tmr is the start of nightmares! Shall cry myself to bed tonite=(((

First day of sch tmr and im having the module aerodynamics & propulsion. Cool or wad!? This sem is gg to be a really horrible one=S Good luck to myself.Hope i can survive through wif decent gpa. Decent means at least gpa of 3.0!

Sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh! Back to sch tmr...Really unprepared for it=( Am so gg to cry myself to bed tonite...Bye world!

Some updates...

Ytd Went down to beach road wif mm, ff and peanut to get our stags uniform patch done. Then down to ikea for food and meeting like dicussing abt some stuffs. By then, i wasn't able to meet some of my clique for dinner and picking up of ben from airport..So sorry!

Aft that home and rest awhile. There goes my phone ringing...Ff ask me out for prata! HEhe! Though i was craving for durians but prata is also fine wif me..Now i knw why my fats at my tummy area is increasing...Thks to all the sinful food and late nite supper=S

Today morning had driving lesson.Didn stall but then performance wise wans't very good.At some part i was like day dreaming=( Wad's on my head man?

Noon went to the place i didn want to go but had no choice.I dun see the reason/need of me gg there.Total waste of time can. Told them i didn wan to go alr still force me go.Too bad lor, u are asking for my bad attitude lor...

Last day of holi tmr and thur marks the begining of year 2 which is the start of nightmare! =( Can i have somemore holidays, plssssssssssssssss!??? =(

Just got home...BB parade in the morning then xms homecoming then dim sum! Wa, tell u ah, dim sum was awesome! Damm yummy! No joke hor.HAha! Eat until damm full...Ytd ate sakae buffet until ultimate full, today eat dim sum.At the rate im gg, im gonna grow fat fat fat for sure...No no! Rejected! LOL...ok, think only my fellow marshals will get wad i mean wif the nono, rejected thingy...

Gonna go shower in awhile and then rest and hv to go cemetery alr...Yawnzzz! I need my sleep badly!!!!!! =( I dun wanna go, i rather spend my time sleeping. Evening still got meet up wif my vball team mates..dun knw if i can wake up not...Hmmm!

Sch starting on thur! Ppl, im so not looking forward to it as it is gg to be yet another horrible year. Or maybe even horrible-er...Another thing is cannot sleep till late noon and lesser meet up wif sis and adwyn=/

Sigh! Tats life, got to deal wif it man! Roarrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!

K, shower time, cant stand the sticky-ness! Byee!

Pissed off man! Was on the bus otw down to downtown to collect my shirt then the person text and say not open today.Walao! So ultimate last min can! Damm pissed! Roarrrrr!

Now am at tw hse to collect the homecoming tix from him.Freaking $50 dollars of it man.He say i can take and spend....HAha! Nice! He wanna mahjong sia...LOL!

I'm back i'm back! HAha! Clique chalet was simply awesome ttm! Let me try to recall wad went on during the chalet!

First day we check in in the noon and then started to play mahjong n blackjack. Then mandy help some to dao pao dinner to chalet..But i went out to eat wif kelly n ruishen.I knw i'm very bright! -.- Went to airport to have sakae...My all time favourite ebi sushi! =D

Bought drinks and nerds rope b4 heading back to the chalet.

At night like 4+ am, we started to prank ppl in another room. We decided to stack chairs up outside room one which consist of 2 couples: jiahao, weiting, wenan, lixin. We keep knocking and knocking on their door till they open and shock to see the chairs.HAha! Who ask them keep knocking the wall from the inside.hahahah!

But they were much more evil lah. Coz 2 rooms r just side by side, then the window wasn't lock. So jiahao climb out of the window from his room to our's and open our window wif a loud 'BOO'! Scared the hell out of some of us.HAHaha! Nice one lor, the pranks were like some first class pranks man! But yea, we all have so much fun n laughter! =D

Second day we all woke up at like 11+ am except for a few who woke up quite early...Aft deciding wad to do, we all head down to the bowling area for some bowling.Fun! HAha! Had 2 games of it.Aft tat the bbq food were here...So went back to settle them and then some mahjong agn while others watch tv etc...

Fire started at ard 6...Its bbq time! Eat n eat! Half way through we surprise weiting wif a bday cake n song.She wasn't prepared for it eh..Hohoho! Then nite time played game wif punishment of drinking alcohol.Standard one, how can chalet hv no alcohol involve.HAha! Idrank abit and aft some time i can feel the heat alr...Lucky i wasn't drunk or feeling unwell.HAha!

At night i slept wif the guys! Same thing, the 2 couples took a room.Then some went home alr.Let some of us.So yea...HahA! They dun rape me or wad but they steal my blanket, jacket and cushion! Roarrrrrrrr! Esp dexter...Then this morning kanna prank by reggie-.- WalaoooO! Thks lor...HAha!

Tat's abt the chalet...HAha! Am lazy to write in details...Popping by miss tan place in awhile, bye peeps!

Back from driving! =D Huixin saw me sia! Powerrrr! HAha!

Gotta clear housework first b4 i go off for chalet.HEhe! I wanan go collect my shirt lehhhh! =D

Ok...shall mia soon.Byee!

Howdy!~ =)

Morning ff pick me and li xian up at 7.30 and then to peanut's hse to pick him up n down we head to mm's place to pick him and his wife..We went pasir ris park for reccee for the public game which will be help on 18 april... Reccee was done pretty fast.

Next we head down to changi village to da pao nasi lemak and have it at mm's hse...Thks for the food! =) Rest awhile and off i go to ehub to meet wenyi, lynn, sherman, ting wei and jintai for our meet up and cycling session.Had a 2 hours session of cycling.Enjoyable time wif them=)

Then when we return bike, suddenly pour heavily...Gosh! Waited for the rain to tone down then went to ehub to walk ard, play arcade and waste time.HAha! Oh and i made a t-shirt for myself. Its nice, the guy uses air brush to do it..Cool!

Tired man...everyday sleep so little and the tot of starting sch next thur totally turns me off! Roarrrrrrrr! Me no like! =(( This sucks big time! =((

Anw, will be off for chalet tmr till thur.Really can be zombie alr...No need slp.Zzzzz! SHALL slp early tonite coz i'm so tired plus there's driving tmr at freaking 9.15am in the morning! I dun wanna be like last week, so tired and didn drive on form.The feeling of being off form just sucks..

Ok, off to pack my stuffs for tmr...Sayonara folks! =)

Zombie zombie zombie...Didn slept ytd nite. Met ray at my hse downstairs then walk to his hse.He bath and everything then we walked to panda's hse for overnite mahjong. Play play play...Was sleepy man. Won some money but ay, its ok lah.

Aft tat home and changed then met samuel and a few BB boys.Brought them to church.This is the last week of BB collection so yea...Raining like one kind.Got lixian to bring umbrella out.HEh! Slack at church and help open gift shop..Didn attend svc. Coz i knw i will slp one, not nice to do tat eh..

Back home in noon and then slept for few hours and now im awake but still sleepy.HAHa! Just now went down to collect a belated bday pressie from a good frenz, Thks man! =D Ok, all the crap somehow done, byee!

Met miss tan and adwyn boy today. So enjoy the time! Agn, she did most of the cooking, then when i wanna wash the dishes, her hubby washing alr...LOL! May not get to meet them next week=(