Am at sis's hse since noon... Came over for lunch and then nua all the way. Had dinner here also! Feel so blessed to have sis cooking for me=) XieXie! Appreciate it a lot a lot! Trying to get the ftt stuffs into my head. Ftt this coming wed...Sigh! I really hope that i can pass it and then booked my tp. Somemore my PDL ends at the end of august. So i got to be fast. Cannot fail my ftt....Roarrrrrr! My confidence level is low low low! =( Sigh sigh sigh!

Ok..im done nagging. Bye sadist world!

Back home! Noon went to sis hse to nua...Then went to panda's hse for dinner. Maurice was there too..Aft that we decided to go for tau hui.HAha! My favourite! =) Had fun man! And they were disgusting. Spitting the ice out from the mouth and also the tau hui! Eeeeewwww! Then si panda go clean on my shirt. Ass man! But aiya, we have fun though! =D Da pao for mum and sis also...

Mum so nice eh...Still make honey for me to drink.Woah! Tmr i feel like doing nth..Haizz! Probably study for my ftt which is on wed? Or think i will just rot at home.. But will be having lunch at sis's place=) Just feel like rotting during these 2 weeks break and also get myself down to study for the upcoming heavy papers aft the holi and spend more time wif some close friends and sis=) Once sch starts, its hectic! =(

Roarrrrr! Cant help but keep feeling vexed vexed vexed all day. Kns! Arghhhhhh! I need to spend some quiet time alone...=( Sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!

Back home. Fatigue!

Back track to ytd first. Work and then cabbed down to jurong east to meet sis and ah boy. Had dinner together then went up her uncle's place for awhile... Left at ard 9pm and cabbed home. The driver is like damm ass man! Throughout the whole journey, it was so jerky like seriously. I myself also headache. Ah boy cant take it and he vomitted. Walao! Thks to the driver man! KNS!

Home and bath then went to sis's hse to stayover. Thks for washing my clothes, preparing breakfast once agn and tolerating my nonsense. At times i knw i somehow upsets her but am still thankful for her and i really appreciate her=) And it feels real good to hv someone preparing bf for me in the morning! Thks thks!

Anw, i didn really sleep last night though. Dun knw why but i just cant breathe throughout the night=S It was so so uncomfortable, i swear man! Sighhh! Then this morning things was cocked up! The client called to say we were supposed to be there at 8.30am but we didn knw abt it. The timing we knw is to be there by 12pm..

So, a call from ff only and im like so kan jiong. Quickly get myself done and went down to wait for her to pick me up and head down to bedok south sec. Her driving was pretty reckless man! But no choice, we were ultimate late man! But really surprised wif how fast we can prepare and set up everything within such a short time...

Before we even start work, while shifting tables, my finger got cut by rusty metal. Walao! Stupid table!!!! Roarrrr! Damm pain man! Arghhh! But still carried on wif work.

Aft work went down to downtown for another event. Some of the marshals were deploy there. We went down to look see look see and have lunch at BBQ chicken. Aft that went back to hg and i was asked to go see doc to get my wound fixed.

Went to a 24 hr clinic wif panda's accompany. When we stepped into the clinic, the person was like shocked and stare at us. LOL...Our uniform got look so scary meh? So the doc wash my wound and the force he apply isn't small! Ouch ouch! Then he bandage it, 2 days ltr then can take out. And he gave me an injection. Toal consultation cost $64. Kns! Damm ex lah though im not the one paying it!

Its so uncomfortable wif that injured finger lor! Is like handicap=( Somemore its on the right hand last finger which is my master hand! Cant really write, cannot bath properly etc.Aiya, no matter wad i do also cannot do properly! =(((( I hate this! Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Evening work was at macpherson pri. Left half way cos got sth on. Sis came to pick me up. Thks! Had dinner at 435...Zzzzz. Im so tired now! Im actually gone alr...Shall go bath soon! Ltr needa go out somemore. Gonna go down to tamp trail to give tuan my support as he is doing a 12 hr mountain biking marathon! JIA YOU!!! All the way man! =)

Im damm tired i swear. Really to the limit alr...Zzzz! Better be off to bath first....

Im blogging early in the morning..zzz! Today is the last day of sch..

Aft sch went home and went out for a short ride. I really miss those days whereby i ride frequently. Went to selegie to da pao tau hui and grass jelly. Then went to 455 playground to meet sis and ah boy. Stayed there for quite some time...

Went home for dinner n bath and went to sis hse. Stay there till like close to 1am. And im still very energetic at that time...Crazy! MRI scan ltr...Haizz! I really dun feel like gg though=(

I went to my second home agn! =D Actually in my heart that's my first home, my home, my shelter, my comfort, my endless support, my family! =)

Aft sch went to hgm to settle some payment and then met sis and ah boy at punggol park..Had dinner tgt at home. Thks sis for cooking and also washing up the dishes. Next time, leave it for me to do it ya...U cook, i wash. Fair and square=)

Was slacking there all the way till like 11pm. No matter how reluctant i am, i still have to leave... Everytime im just so reluctant to leave home=( How i wish i can stay there. The heart to heart chat wif sis is always so awesome though the time is short. We share and we care. As saying, sharing is caring=) HAha! Something that we need to do is to take a picture tgt. We hadn't took a pic tgt at all...This ain't good ahhh! Cannot ahh... Must take pic tgt=)

Ok, shall shut my com and go n slp. I slp like no slp like that. No difference one and this seriously sucks ttm!

Am at sis's hse doing my rj now. Aft sch train down to bishan to meet her n ah boy. Went to walk ard n had dinner. Makan alr bring ah boy go playground play awhile. then we walk all the way from bishan to amk..A long walk indeed but quite cool and calm...

Sth somewhere isn't right.Wads wif the sianzzz feeling nowadays.I really cant figure it out.It just makes me so sianz that i can even dream in class the whole day. Wasn't like this the past few weeks. Cannot alr, i hv to stop this. Its affecting my learning in sch etc etc.

Probably i shd just go cycle out alone ltr and mayb get some beancurb? Roarrrrrrrrrr!!! Dun step on my toes else i will just....

Ok, shall continue wif my rj..Sickening rj that has to be done everyday...Thats life in RP. Holi are coming and im not in the mood for it. Something is really wrong wif me. Madness! This has to stop...Okkkkk, bye irritating world!

A typical sunday. Woke up pretty late ard 3.15pm. If i dun hv to iron my mum's clothes and bath my dog, i can sleep whole day one.. Aft i wake up went to cp to meet tw. Went to settle some money stuffs then he came over my hse... Wanted to play mahjong but dun knw who to find so he ended up rotting at my place while i do those hse work.. Thks dude!

Aft that we went to hgm for dinner at pepper lunch and then walk to bus stop and home... Typical sunday but enjoy the time spend tgt. He agree to go wif me for my mri on thur..HAha! Not bad, got sis, ah boy and tw to accompany me=) Thks ppl! Appreciate it.

Shall go bath soon and then sleep or mayb daze... Back to sch tmr. Bye world!

Wasn't feeling very well today too..

Back home.Sis and her sis walk me home. So sweet, thks! =D Ytd nite went over sis's hse to crashed over. We had long chats over the nite. Thks for everything and sorry to made u worry. U knw when im not ok.. Then just now 10pm like that went down 435 for late dinner wif her sis, yi fang=) Thks for the company & thks for everything.Loves=) Really appreciate it a lot!

Gave BB and work a missed as i was feeling very unwell all the way till evening time.Feel so bad man! Sighhh!

And for the whole of the day im like feeling very unwell..Dun knw why also=S

Am at sis's hse! Crashing over at her place tonite=)

OP ut was pretty alright today. I knw how to do but idk if i did it correctly..LOL

Tmr morning BB parade then needa rush for work...Zzzz!

Back home...My day wasn't good. Was feeling unwell..How uncomfortable can it get? =S Lessons was alright though=)

Aft sch, went home to rest. Wanted to take a nap but somehow i just cant get to sleep. Arghhh! I hate this man! Roarrrrrrrrrrrr! Evening met up wif sis for dinner..Time passes so fast w/o knowing.Coincidentally we saw ms mae lim.HAha! She like nv change one...HAha!

Kkk, need to study eh.Got ut tmr=/ Bath first then say ah. I seriously feel like gg out for a ride though! Hmmm.... Aiya, vexed vexed vexed!

Wad a day..Good or bad i also dun knw lah.Kns!

Smoke through agn..This really sucks! So wad if i get a B or A for daily grade by smoking? When ut comes i die until jia liat jia liat. Stupid me! Argh!! Am just so pissed wif myself nowadays! Wth am i doing these days and wad the shit is on my mind these days? Just cant focus on the things that i hv to...Just get irritated and distracted so easily...Like in a second. Wads wrong!? I wanna knw!!! Roarrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

Aft sch went home to vacuum and mop floor then went to tuan's hse for dinner. Help tat bai kar packed the food up...Always lazy to come down..Tsk! Then he ka jiao ka jiao! Hide the food, hide my hp, hide my money just to get me to eat wif him instead of using com.Smart uh....Everything he see also hide. Crazy guy.HAha! But ay, he helps to cheer up my day a little wif his silly acts though! Thks bro! Not forgeting sis and ah boy who are always cheering me on, staying by my side...Thank you thank you.Really apreciate u guys! =) Thk God for all the awesome ppl ard me=)

I seriously dun wanna be such a disappointment to the ppl ard me and myself! I DUN want, i DUN want!!! >:( Sometimes i do ask myself why cant i be smarter and get good grades!? Why cant I!??? Why why why!? Tell me why!! ArghhhhhH!!!!

I just feel like MIA-ing for some time and hv some quality time alone and do all the thinking etc! =( I'll just take my bike, hse keys and a bottle of water out wif me! Not gg to bring my hp for sure.Perharps bring some money too... I'll do that probably some time soon.Probably this week or next! =((

Am at tuan's residence! Vulgar dude sia..HAha! Play dota also can so vulgar? Powerrrr!

Anw, sch was shit today.Know nth at all! Everyone was just smoking through and many partial today.LOL...Aft sch went to meet sis and went up home. Stayed there wif her, feels so good to spend time tgt=) Aft that send her off...Thks for the ice kachang! Ai si ni le! HAhahahaha! =D

Sianzzz...These few days keep feeling very very sianzzz, dun knw why. And im having a second tot of not gg for the mri. Really got the urge to back out..This makes me feel even more sian!

Roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

School wasn't good today, faci was PMS-ing also! Kns!

Left sch half way coz i needa go down to NDC for the dumb dumb dental appt. Left class at 2.20pm. Met up wif sis at outram park mrt. Thks so much for accompanying me for the appt. Really appreciate it a lot a lot! Xie Xie! Thks for tolerating my nonsense too...HAha! And sorry to hv cause u to be late for ur tuition...

So booked the MRI scan appt alr.Siannnzz! Dun even feel like gg lor. Why do i have to have this sickening locked jaw problem? Troublesome! Waste current waste time waste money!

Anw,work is getting more and more hectic..hehe! Ay, this few days damm sianzzzzzzzzzz

Back home...Nth much today. Evening went to meet sis and went up her place. Then her sis come home...Talk talk abit, pack pack abit then we went down 435 for dinner=) Sis left first coz she need to pick up ah boy..Then aft that send her sis to bus stop and i went home..

See, nth much today...Back to sch tmr. Sianzz! Why weekends passes so fast!? Dental appt tmr.Sis gonna accompany me there. Thanks thanks! Really appreciate it=)

Aku just got up not too long ago...But im still not satisfied wif the amt of slp i get! Sleep is never enough just like money is never enough! Anw, back track to ytd...

Morning went over to ff place to meet peanut, salty, bandman and ff.Down we head to macpherson pri for the game. It was pretty slack ytd. And and ytd i finally get to lay my fingers on the new toys! Whoohooo! But i dun like using it when it does not have a scope coz its just so difficult to aim..Still prefer the tmb.HEhe!

So aft work went down to kent ridge park to meet sis and ah boy. The last time i went up the kent ridge park is like at least one year ago...Last time when i was more active in cycling i go there like once a mth..Feels so good to be back there. Miss those days, those wonderful memories and those stupid stunts we do! =)

Aft that went back to the hill..Had a shower there...Then still got sometime before i need to head down to tamp for meeting so i went to sleep. Told sis to wake me up aft 10 mins. But i keep nua-ing for like 20 mins.LOL...So left the hill at 6.10pm. Met salty at PS then we train down to tamp tgt...

Aiyo, so long didn see some of them. HAha! And it feels good when u knw they misses you. Was so happy to see them=D Had dinner at the zi char stall as usual.HEhe! Then went back HQ for meeting. Meeting from 9pm till 12.45am..Tats really long but at least we did clear some air up ya=) Everything is for the good of STAGS! And we are having really lots of things coming up!

Was so shag by then...ff send us home, slept in the car. And thankfully sis asked me to bath when i was at the hill ah. Coz the moment i reach home, put all the soil clothing in the bathroom alr and i K.O straight away! Didn even bother to use com and unpack my stuffs etc etc...Thats how tired i am ytd but everything is worth while=) Now i knw how to make myself sleep alr...Tired myself out ttm then at night sure K.O one! LOL

Ltr im gg to sis hse and help her wif some cleaning..HEhe! Feels so good to see her everyday=P Tmr im gg to partial for class coz need go for dental appt=( Haizzzz...My grade sure kana affected one=( But on a happier note, sis say she wanna go wif me so yea...Happy happy^^

Ok, shall go clear up the hse work else i cant go out in peace ltr..Bye world!

Am so thankful to have sis & ah boy by my side! =)

Back home...Sch was alright. Lessons are getting more fun wif these cool bunch of classmates! =) Went home wif ian, lazy to bus so we cabbed.HAha! Im the one who wanted to cab... Home then makan and submit RJ.

Train down to vivo to meet sis and ah boy=D Had second round of dinner wif them.HAha! Then walk walk ard and we bought toto tgt.LOL! Time always passes so fast when we're out tgt...Send them up the hill and we had ice cream while we climb the hill.HAha! Stayed there for some time and left...

Took 51 all the way to hg and then change to bus 80. Long bus ride, i really like it when im in the mood for it..

Work tmr...Looking forward! Hasn't seen them for damn long! And sadly to say, clique outing tmr was cancelled=( Didnt see them for ages!

Sigh, shall go pack my stuffs and bath then K.O! bye

Back home and showered alr=)

Sch wasn't nice today. UT sucks! Can u imagine, i totally knw nth bout it. Totally dun knw how to do a single qns! Fml seriously! =((( And i saw my first C for this sem.Knn! Wad a day! Roarrrrr!

Aft sch went to meet sis. A few days didn see her is like a few weeks man. Had dinner tgt at ave 8..Time spent tgt is nv enough. Aft that went up her place to nuan and chat. Then we went off.. Walk her to buangkok mrt and then bid goodbye=)

Just hang up the phone...She reach the mountain alr. HAha! K, fri tmr..may go vivo city! =D Sat im working! And our new toy has landed safetly in singapore! Woohooo! Cant wait to touch the toy!!!

K, that sums up my day...Bye

Back home...Sch was pretty fine today. Aft sch, home. Do the RJ and everything then went out to return some books and meet my fellow vball mates for sushi buffet dinner. Had a great time wif them..Also glad to see them aft a long time=)

2 more weeks to a 2 weeks break. Looking forward to it. And i realise as of this sat onwards till the end of may, my weekends r filled wif work.

Ok, am damm bloated now....BuRpppppp!

Met sis and ah boy for early lunch today! =D

Back to sch tmr.

I'm so gonna prove it to u! Yes im talking bout U! Im not like some one who always do brainless things and only know how to cause troubles!

Back home! Stupid weather! Hot like dun knw wad! Roarrrrr! Today kinda sucks coz sth is wrong. When i breathe in, to my right at the back will hurts=(

Noon went for a hair cut then down to ntuc. Then down to tuan's hse and then went down to ff place for dinner cum short meeting.Wow, we have lots of event for this mth.Awww! How i wish i can go for all especially thoses 2 days at dairy farm! Sigh! Why cant i have holi earlier? Else i cld hv made it for thoses 2 games! No like!

Anw, may and june r pretty packed. Sch, work, BB and exams! Hope i can manage my time well... Sis and ah boy r back from bali today! =D

Sch wasn't very good! So many theories to cover.Walaoooo! And the module tat i expected an A....i got a B. Knn! Ok, forget it..Then while during the journey home, i slept on the bus. And my head goes to the left and bang the glass a few times and it was pretty loud=S But then im not sleeping yet im sleeping. Physically im asleep but mentally or sub-consciously i wasn't i guess. Coz i still knw wad's happening throughout the whole bus journey.Where got ppl sleep still knw wad's happening one? Sth somewhere isn't right eh...

Aft sch, home and eat dinner then went to hg mrt to meet pork. Train down to vivo.Walk ard and i got a shorts from adidas. I really damm broke sia! =( Then I also help panda get his nerds rope...Crazy guy, bought 30 of it! On offer mah, 1 for $1. Usual is 1 for $2.50...Aft that went to the roof top to slack, take photos and chit chat! Had a great time wif pork! =D

Left vivo at 10pm.Was alr tired by then..Home, change and then cycle down to tuan's hse to meet him and salty for supper. Cycled down to jalan kayu for soya bean=D I likeeee! Am damm tired man but at least i got my soya bean.HEhehehe...

Damm sleepy...zzzz! I need to stop all the thinking, i think its causing me to lose my sleep. A penny for mine thoughts.Zzzzzz! So wads on my mind? Me got no idea...kkk, shall go bath soon and then K.O!

Back from driving.First time drive during night time. Dun quite like the reflections of lights and i seriously DUN LIKE half-clutch! Roarrrrrrrrr! Kinda regret taking manual but then agn, manual is good. Say NO to half-clutch! Roarrrr!

Sch was pretty fine today.Faci asked me a qns today: Why u so tired? Can tell u knw...I was like ermmmmm...then keep quiet.But ytd i manage to slp pretty well but why i still tired i also dun knw. Then i disturb her and say help me buy coffee and she really did! Oh my! Thks so much! Next time my treat ya! HEhe!

Oh and i finally got an A for this semester.Like FINALLY aft seeing Bs all the way.I dun mind Bs but A is still the best right! So far so good coz there is no C appearing.Pls maintain this way! And the A is really unexpected coz that module tat day i was abit not focus but oh well, my RJ help me to get A. Short insightful and concise RJ! HEhe! I think i rocks! Shd be I Rocks! Wahaha! Seeing nice grades = got motivation to put in my best for my UTs! =)

Ok, now im seriously hoping for an A for ytd's module coz my team is the only one that gave all the correct solutions! And not to brag or wad, most of the solution is i come up one.Was so freaking stress at tat point of time as i was racing wif time, left 20 mins only! Gosh! Hoping to see an A! =)

Fri tmr! =D Anyone wanna go out for soya bean? HEhe! And counting down, 2 more days till they are back.Feels kinda weird when they are away and everytime my msg tone goes off, was hoping is sis but i knw its not.Zzzz...

Shall go eat my dinner first...Byeee!

Back home! Sch was like erm...Quite slack in the early part then until last min then stress like one kind! But ok, still manage to come up wif the solution.Phwee! Only my team came up wif all correct ans! hehe! Am hoping to get an A. Since sch start till now i have yet to see an A... Aft sch home and meet tuan at my place downstairs. Off we roll our bike to c2c.HAha! Cycle i mean=) Finally get my grip changed! Satisfied=)

Morning woke up earlier as im meeting sis for bf! =) Aiyo, she not fun one, one call and she wake up alr some more the phone didn rang for long...No chance to spam her phone.HAha! We went to 435 for bf.Then she got made a set of her hse key for me n pass me the key.Now, i got keys to 2 hse=) To me , that's my 2nd home, my bomb shelter & my 2nd family=) Thks so much! Aft that as usual lah, talk talk abit then guess wad. I got to be off for sch! Kns! But then, so nice and it feels so gd to hv ppl accompany me to the bus stop and wait for bus.HEhe! I likeeee! =D Thks so much!

Sis and ah boy fly off to bali this late noon. Honestly, im gg to miss them. To be dishonest, i wun miss them. Hope they will enjoy themselves there and only have..........fun FuN & more FUN! HAha! Shall count down to sat when they are back! =) Looking forward to seeing them back! These few days there will not be any text from her...Its gonna feel kinda weird=/ Sigh! Wonder wad are they doing now? Had dinner alr not?

Ok, shall go eat dinner now...byeee!

Insomnia, NOT cool! =(

Am at the Tuan's residence.HAha! Sch was pretty fine today! I hate excel yet i love them coz it makes my job easier but not so easy also.HAha! Aft sch went to tamp library to meet princess and help her wif maths! It went on quite well=)

Then went to rp(rivervale plaza) to packed dinner and have it wif the tuans.HAha! Quite a long while didn eat tgt and didn go their place alr..Pretty busy wif dun knw wad.HAha!

Something i totally agree wif sis which is strong front is only meant for ppl to see, between us we dun need that! =) Agree to the max! Meeting her for bf on wed.Heh! Then she gonna fly to bali till sat..sianzz!

Ok, back to rj and exam is in 2 weeks time! Oh crap, Stress! Study, anyone!?

Stayed over at sis's hse ytd! Couldn fall asleep..thoughts running anywhere and every where..wasnt feeling very good also...Daze daze daze and i got her so worried. Sorry.

Tim help me make some changes to my com! Thks dude! Im just a computer idiot..HAha! Back to sch tmr.. Kinda sian but i must press on to prove wad i wana prove! Roarrrrr! I'll prove u wrong wrong wrong!

Thoughts, pls be good and not run wild tonite coz i need my sleep and rest=) Thank you!

And sorry princess, we'll meet tmr ya=)

Back from dinner and k-box wif sis and her cousins! LOL...Fun man! Had dinner at bliss b4 gg for k-box at hg plaza! Damm shag..Think i gg to K.O anytime...ZzzZzZzzzz!

And crap man, i totally forgot bout the prawning wif stags! Die die die! So sorry!

Just back from sis hse. Chatting is really great. At least i knw they will be there for me when i need someone..=) Thks so much! Its really a great blessing to hv known u'll. Same thing, i will be there for ya if u need some one...=)

Sis and ah boy made a card for me! Its just so lovely n so sweet of them! thks so much=) Really appreciate it! =)

Sigh! U just dun understand me! Maybe u just use me as a place for venting ur anger? Up till today, u still dun understand me and where im coming from. I'm really upset and dissapointed to the max =( And u r not being reasonable at all! No! Always blame me for things, its always me and most of the time its not even my fault! Thks ppl for always dragging me into the picture! Its really.......Argh!

I've done all that i need to do alr and i knw my piorities! Im no longer some small kid alr...Really upset! =((((

Anw, evening went to attend reich's dad's wake. Glad that he is fine.I hope he is not just putting up a strong front...Takecare=)